My heart, my soul is the very center of who I am. My heart is the core of who I am and everything about me is an overflow from what's in there. Sometimes I like to fool myself to think that I'm just 'misbehaving' or behaving in a manner that is uncharacteristic of who I really am. If I'd be real honest I know I can never do anything that I really do not want to do - within my soul anyways. It is very scary to face who I really am but I guess it's even scarier to live in ignorance or denial of that. Today we're all looking for what is REAL.... but what is real? For me, this is my attempt to be real. Honest? Yes, but not irresponsibly so. If it is Truth without Love, then it is REAL-ly unloving.
This is not as easy as it seems. I realised how often I make statements in the 2nd person or even 3rd. It takes discipline to keep writing in the 1st person. Probably it is because it means I have to take personal responsibility for all that I am saying. It is very revealing; self-revealing I mean. I find this observation interesting.
I asked myself if I should blog to track my emotional state? Think that'll be boring and probably much too depressing! Will just pen whatever comes to mind... experiences, feelings, thoughts, ideas & opinions, convictions, whatever. Most probably a reflection of all these. An unreflected life is a wasted life - can't remember who said it.
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